今天终于没做工了
做了5天
快要疯去了
昨天店还差点被抓去
舅舅叫我赶快把店关去
然后跟几个工人在路上流浪==
可怜到
后来等人走了我们再回去开店
麻烦死
如果第一份工就被抓到警察局去就好笑==
然后我拿到我第一份工钱
超开心的
很有满足感
就算耳膜破去也值得啊
哈哈XD
那天跟她聊了一下
前两年因为他
我没跟她讲过话
总觉得怪怪的
还是不讲话比较好
那天刚好玩那个数字游戏
我们又开始聊了
聊到他
A :Hahaa it's okay lah, you're still my awesome friend :DDD And my life was SO MUCH BETTER after him (: If he still have another girlfriend now you should get over him and stop hurting yourself.
B :erm okayy nw i try my best to forget him bt its hurt..
A :He already hurt you before. WHY ARE YOU STILL LETTING HIM TO HURT YOU? He already have another girlfriend. Obviously it means something don't you think so? Meaning he chose someone else. That's the reality my friend and i don't want you getting hurt. ):
B :我很努力想要忘记他可是我还是放不下. :(
他有女朋友之后我很久都不敢去找他了,那天他信息来跟我
他有女朋友之后我很久都不敢去找他了,那天他信息来跟我
A :He already have a girlfriend why do you still want to find him??? He sms you because he felt guilty NOT because he Loved you. Does he even know what love is? If he really did love you why he broke up with you??? I've been through the situation you are in now.
A :Did you reply? Just reply him and say you don't need him in your life. And you don't need him. Because you can find a guy who REALLY LOVES YOU and a guy who DOESN'T BREAK YOUR HEART.
B :有,我希望他能开心. 我怕了..
A :So... Do you still like him?
B :ya =(.....
A :Even when he chose someone else??
B :ya....
A :Even when he doesn't love you?
B :yaaa... i wont regret....
A :Ohmygoodness sister you need to zap out of this. You would only end up hurting yourself.
B :很难.. 我现在一想到他就很难过.. 我知道这样下去受伤的会是自己..可是我还能怎样做.. 我忘不掉.. ='((
A :他倒低有哪么好吗？？？ 他以前对我哪么好为什么我放得下？？
B :那你爱过他吗?...
A :Honestly? I don't think so. Because i was young. I did not even know what love is. But he was really really really good to me. When we broke up, for the first few months i was like you now too. But then when i slowly realized, I was not in love with him, It was only 习惯.
B :我对他不是习惯.. 是真的很爱他..现在只要看到他幸福就好..
A :Are you sure? At that moment i thought i love him too. But slowly i realized and no, that wasn't love. Okay good, so now he is happy with his life with his girlfriend. You should be happy for him and stop hurting yourself ):
这是我跟她的对话
我知道她为我好
想我不要这样继续下去
可是不管怎样我都会一直爱着他
就算他不爱我,选择了别人
我还是很爱他
你说你对他只是习惯
既然不喜欢过他为什么还要跟他在一起
还小不懂事?
这不是借口
事实上他真的对你很好很好
你伤害了他
让他心里有了阴影
所以都不相信我对他的心
我全心全意地爱他
他不相信
他没有安全感
他怕受伤害
你现在有什么资格再跟我说你对他只是习惯
算了, 不重要了
现在只想陪着他一直到我离开的那一天
结果是什么不重要
我想亲口跟他说一声我爱你
这样就够了
至少我努力过了
=))
我知道朋友们尤其是妈咪都放心不下我
对不起
我选择了这样的方法来继续爱着他
虽然每次很受伤
可是我还是忘记不了那些回忆
给我一点时间
好吗♥
咪你也要开心喔
我的肩膀永远给你靠♥.
下午要考law了
加油加油XD
以后要帮一年级的表妹还有幼一的表弟补习
真的是吃饱没事做==
我...应该会教得来吧?
哈哈哈XD.
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